Content beyond this point was written without a filter. It may cause discomfort. It may break something you assumed about the person behind it.
The author is not seeking advice. These are not invitations for correction.
What is welcomed is curiosity. The willingness to sit with discomfort rather than resolve it. To ask why something exists, not how to remove it.
No one here stands higher than anyone else.
There is no going back to not knowing.
I totally understand.